Universe Inside
I was looking up above,
Enjoying my coffee and trying to feel the warmth.
Having random thoughts and questions inside.
Why do people who told you they loved you,
-chose to lose you, in the last part?
Why people do everything just to get you?
And eventually do anything to lose you?
These were the questions I couldn't find the answers,
Because I never thought I would seek those answers.
I tried to rationalize everything that has happened,
Burnt out myself just to forget every pain I didn't deserve.
But forgetting was not the right solution,
It only made me bleed more with every action.
Putting up walls as high as I could,
Raising standards so they'll have second thoughts with you.
Focusing more with the career goal I decided to choose;
These were the solutions I felt as a cure.
But each day as I tried to fathom these thoughts,
I can't deny that I was born with love.
The kind of love that was longing to give it to someone.
Sadly, the people were too crooked for it to have.
For now, I could only write what I wanted to say,
Because I haven't met someone yet who is willing to ache;
Who's willing to fight when you're too tired to trust.
And, I hope in this lifetime, you'll find someone
-who deserves the universe you hide inside.
-Laezee
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