Have Not Yet

 

Have Not Yet

The morning came, and I started to get up;

It was his blurred face that first popped up.

My eyes were trying to visualize him;

Oh! I forgot, I still haven't met him.

Days, weeks and months have gone so fast;

I am always at peace but I know I was made for someone.

I let doubts and fears run freely inside of me;

For sure, if he's the one, he won't let me feel any of it.

I really don't know what my soulmate would look like,

But definitely, it's my soul's other half in a body different from mine.

We may be physically separated at this very time,

Surely, I can extend my wait 'til I'll have him in my life.

-Laezee

Universe Inside

 

Universe Inside

I was looking up above,

Enjoying my coffee and trying to feel the warmth.

Having random thoughts and questions inside.

Why do people who told you they loved you,

    -chose to lose you, in the last part?

Why people do everything just to get you?

And eventually do anything to lose you?

These were the questions I couldn't find the answers,

Because I never thought I would seek those answers.

I tried to rationalize everything that has happened,

Burnt out myself just to forget every pain I didn't deserve.

But forgetting was not the right solution,

It only made me bleed more with every action.

Putting up walls as high as I could,

Raising standards so they'll have second thoughts with you.

Focusing more with the career goal I decided to choose;

These were the solutions I felt as a cure.

But each day as I tried to fathom these thoughts,

I can't deny that I was born with love.

The kind of love that was longing to give it to someone.

Sadly, the people were too crooked for it to have.

For now, I could only write what I wanted to say,

Because I haven't met someone yet who is willing to ache;

Who's willing to fight when you're too tired to trust.

And, I hope in this lifetime, you'll find someone

    -who deserves the universe you hide inside.

-Laezee

Start Over

 

Start Over

Everything has its own beginning;

The kind of beginning that everyone is wanting.

But what if you don't know where you're heading?

Will your life be always at the beginning?

Some things were meant to end.

To give yourself a time to mend.

It's exhausting to think to begin again;

To share a part of yourself again.

But you will not know how far you'll go;

If you won't stand up each time you fall.

It may be skeptical to immediately recover;

Remember, nothing will change if you won't start over.

-Laezee