The Chaos Inside of Them

 

Life's teachings: The Chaos Inside of Them

Life is indeed a personal journey, one must have to take alone. Every circumstances has their own lessons for us to learn. And one of them is how people treated you, not only for a day but for every single day.

As I met a lot of people along the way, in every activity I made, I get to meet different attitude, character and personality which I was able to comprehend and adjust. And I realized, people will treat you according with how well is their being inside.

What I mean is that, if they are mean, harmful and disrespectful, it will never be about you, NEVER. I truly believe that it is a sign they're not happy with themselves deep within, could be from resentments and unhealed parts of them that they're in denial for long time ago. As a result, they need to perceive something wrong from you and from others in order for them to feel better and pass on the chaos they failed to settled within them. They will try to make illusions inside their head that they're okay and passing on the idea of the wrong with the people who showed them care and understanding and eventually making you the villain of their story. Selfish right? It is the most selfish thing a person can do to be exact. They're the weakest people I ever met.

Why I was able to say that? Because I see myself as an example who have no resentments nor sense of retaliation with people who caused me pain or do me wrong. Never did I disrespect the person who hurt me, and never did I become mean to people who pulled me down. I remain unbothered and focused with my own healing because it is the best thing I need to do and that's who I am. I cannot stop being good just because they treated me wrong. I communicate as much as possible and never let any one be left thinking if something was wrong with them because it would only pass on the resentments which should have been stopped from me. And what happened to them? Ask yourself what you're going through right now, maybe you're not far from becoming like them. Maybe you're one of them, easily bothered with the chaos inside of you. And you'll know what happened to them, it's obviously seen from the naked eye.

And about faith? It will never save a person unless he or she chooses to be saved. How can you be saved if you continue doing the same exact things you wanted to be saved from? God doesn't help people who have no actions of changing themselves in a long term. Blessing will become a temporary thing not a lifelong gift.  It's more like, heal yourself so that you won't push people away that the universe has sent for you. Either way, you choose.

Indeed, life is finding meaning and purpose of your own life. Remain unbothered. Always forgive, not because you tolerate their acts but because your soul deserves peace. Practice this and you will see that the world isn't chaotic after all, it became chaotic from the eyes of the people who aren't at peace with themselves dragging people to see the same. NEVER BE ONE OF THEM. JUST NEVER.

-Laezee