Sir, I Love You!

Sir, I Love You!
(Dedicated to Miss CDS)

You were always in front of me,
Saying something I couldn't hear.
Maybe because of my surrounding,
Or I'm the one who's not listening.

Time flies and it came;
The time you called my name.
Blood rushed through my veins.
Hoping to answer in a good way.

I couldn't remember how it end;
I wish, I could extend.
That was the first time our eyes met,
The feelings I couldn't forget.

I started to have daydreams,
Having you as my family.
I can't stop but to stare,
Whispering your name in the air.

My love for you always grows;
All I did was to let it flow.
I've always wanted to confess,
To give my heart a time to rest.

Each time I wanted to say this,
I know you won't mind it.
"You were the right one for me,
But right time is what I need."

You're my teacher and I'm your student.
It would be awkward to be your girlfriend.
Maybe it's not yet the time for us,
Please wait for me, I'm coming back.

So before I'll say goodbye,
I just want to tell you, smile.
You never fail to make me happy,
I will treasure you for eternity.

I really want you,
What else can I do.
But please remember this,
And think of me too.

Love was nothing for me,

Not until you came in.
It was a dream come true;
I'm so lucky, I met you!

Now,
I'm ready to let go.
Please forgive me.
Sir, I love you!

                                      --Leizel Zafra

Breathe and Success

Breathe and Success

When I make every night to a day;

And every second can't be a waste.

It has been a life changing phase;

I know someday, I'll reach my success.

But along the way, I need to have a break;

To weigh everything and contemplate.

Because a lot may happen along the way,

That could give confusion and create a mistake.

                                                 --Leizel Zafra

Only ME

Only Me


"You will know if it's him. You just have to discover it."

It was during the Second Semester of my third year in college when I met someone.
Someone who I never knew it was;

Someone who changed my life.

He became my classmate in one of my subject.

He sits on my left back wing, around two chairs away from me.

He is a bit shy but too cute when he smiles.

I instantly fall for him, without knowing why.

He is not that handsome and manly same as Chris Evans,

but I could compare him to a male korean lead star.

Having small eyes, shy, cute, and quiet.
He is the boy who stole my heart.

It felt like I was filming a drama that time.

Caught him stealing a glimpse, making me blush inside.

Same as those korean dramas when a guy finds a girl pretty,

making me assume that he likes me secretly.

He covers his face when we accidentally face each other,
I don't know why but it always bothers.
I can't forget your deep dimpled smile,

I just can't stop it but to fall again twice.

As days went by,

We got closer and he's always there by my side.

I couldn't remember how or when it started, it just happened.

I got a chance to know him better,
Hearing my heart shouting for 'help her' .

My feelings became so much addictive,
I think I'm high like I've taken a narcotic.
I admit this was the first time,
And I called it 'love at first sight'.

Everyday he is in my mind, 
like a food that I crave every time.

I compare him to every boy I met,

Closing any potential relationship with other men.

His name always pops up in my head when I talk about relationship.

Made me write my name with his surname on it.

I think I am going crazy and possessive,
Like taking too much medicine, it becomes so addictive.
But I have a big problem to deal with,

I have no assurance if he's ready to catch me;
I'm really falling.

Yes, it was a one sided love.
Without a guarantee to be loved.

Because for all those time, it was only me;

Having high hopes and daydreams.

In the end,
I was the only one who is hoping.

I was the only one dreaming to be with him.

And there,
I was the only one who is LOVING.

                                                   --Leizel Zafra

Begging for Love

Begging for Love

I just want you to love me,

the way I loved you.

And tell me that you love me,

the way I told you.

I can't live without you,

live with me too.

But you said your sorry,

"I can't love you."

                                    --Leizel Zafra